I'm still here, just not been in a blogging mood lately. I'm trying to get myself revved up for more auditions, and of course still performing--today was Mahler 1 with Debut. Low b-flat on English horn, mwahahahahaha. In two weeks will be Shostakovich 10 with AYS. My life feels kind of strange right now, like I'm driving a car somewhere on a long trip but I don't know where that destination is or how to get there or how long it will take.